Firefighting Is An Exhausting Task

I’m seriously thinking about throwing the towel into the ring and calling it quits on China.
Last night, I sat numb in my hotel room drinking the little bottles of whiskey from the minibar thinking about the mess I’m in.
All alone in China. Zero support from the top, who probably couldn’t even help me if they wanted to because they hold little sway in this part of the world. That never stopped them from making unreasonable demands on me though.
My team morale is down as well. Their wages have not kept up with the cost of living here, and my hands are tied by company policy. They get their annual increment in the next few days, and I hope that all those mountain-climbing weekends, birthday celebrations, little things like snacks in the office and my caring attitude - will be enough to make them stay on. I expect a quarter of them to resign though.
For every fire I put out, another 2 fires break out else where.
Nobody to talk to. Nobody to confide in. I’m weary, just so weary.
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