Cowboy Caleb the liberal arts, grown-up stuff & random mischief

Quick Look Away!

With my gf wife in the USA, life is slowly becoming dull and colourless. It’s like I walk around and all the trees and grass have all turned some shade of pale grey. When I wake up, I feel like something’s missing but am totally unable to put my finger on it. Amputees have reported feeling a dull ache where their limbs used to be, as if the brain is still receiving signals from long gone nerve endings. I feel like a part of me has gone missing and I is pining away for it like some mooncalf.

Moooooo…

Sorry to subject you to this whining especially if you know me in person. I personally find it disgusting to read such mushy outbursts of emotions especially if I know the person. It’s even more horrible if I know the other party as well. Nobody wants a mental image of his pal cuddling with their partner. Well maybe peverted asshats will, but I sure as hell do not. Once upon a time, a friend showed me a mushy music video he made with a camcorder for a chick he was wooing - I practically recoiled in undisguised scorn. Yes, watching your friend wear a half-buttoned white shirt whilst strolling down a shore singing some Air Supply song with his arms stretched out is a great way to lose your appetite.

Another bad thing is that now that she’s away, there are a million and one problems that I have to deal with alone. For an example: going to the bank (Malaysian banks are a mystery to me), deciding if we should have daffodils or roses for the wedding and other mundane details that she usually handled.

I really do miss her, you know.

argh! you have just made me lose my appetite for lunch.

on hindsight. distance makes the heart grow fonder. you should treasure her all the more when she is back home. :)

Don’t worry… it’s just a passing phase. :)

She will still be there in your heart.

Sounds mushy but… that’s the truth.

Damn!

I hate lovebirds! They make me think the world is such a lovely lovely place! That men can be so genuinely devoted! And MARRIED!!!!! (All the good ones are taken) Grrrr!

I’m so envious!!!!!!!

I’m not … not married and not taken and somewhat sound of mind .. I think. LOL!

Wow…so sweet =)
Wish my guy would be as sweet as u…lol!

daffodils please. even though i won’t be there to see it lah.

zomfg…

i dont even remember ur face and i ald find it so fucking DISGUSTING, UNCALLED FOR and GAYYYYY..

oh.
grow.
a.
dick

It’s incredibly sweet for me to read this. Maybe ‘cos I don’t know you.

I also have low tolerance of such stuff when it comes to ppl I know. But more of when it happens to me.

SHRIEKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

I know you harldy reply to your comments ever anymore, but - so you’re married but the wedding still coming up? I don’t get it. Did or didn’t you marry? And daffodils are for dead people, I think.

Deadfox: That’s chrystantemuns(or however they’re spelt).

ok, daffodils are for Eastern, chrysanthemums are … really for the dead? I thought they were the Emperor’s symbol

What is a mooncalf?

And Malaysian banks are a mystery to everybody. lol

eh>> apparently it is some sick mammal pining for its mate in usa while moo-ing half unconscious bcoz it juz deleted 15G worth of porn.