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I Am Jack’s Total Lack of Motivation

Today my leave application got rejected. I had wanted to return home for the long holiday week but apparently if I wasn’t around, the office would be in peril. Yada-yada-ya. Of course it didn’t help that I applied last Monday because if the gods procrastinate making a decision until today, it still doesnt make a difference because I didn’t plan my time.

This latest crushing blow is a series of depressing events in my life the past week serves to remind me how much it sucks to be an adult. Why just last night, I spaced out on the sofa and watched 10 episodes of Bleach while not really watching it.

Did I tell you that my wife is now in the states? She won’t be back until late November. I miss her a lot. I miss the phone conversations we regularly have after work everyday. It feels like there’s a huge gaping void in my life.

That feeling, what is it called - the one you can only express in French?


21 Comments

Posted by
Johnny Malkavian
27 October 2005 @ 11am

I believe it’s called feeling ‘fucked’. Assuming that was the kind of french you were referring to.


Posted by
hedonistics
27 October 2005 @ 11am

i believe it’s “je ne sais quoi”.

cheer up, cowboy.. at least you KNOW precisely when you can see her again.


Posted by
imp
27 October 2005 @ 11am

okay cowboy,it’s official. you’re in love and you’re moping. chins up man!


Posted by
pj
27 October 2005 @ 12pm

wait a minute… you can get Bleach in Singapore?
I’ve been trying to track it down fer ages.

Where’d ya get yours?


Posted by
mb
27 October 2005 @ 12pm

The French phrase you are looking for is:

Je dois commencer à jouer le Monde de Warcraft.


Posted by
Ruok
27 October 2005 @ 1pm

mb lol

I personally tot the phrase u r looking for wld be Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir ;P


Posted by
lynnylchan
27 October 2005 @ 2pm

Is the word you want, “ennui”? Much beloved of disenchanted Uni students, this one.


Posted by
Anon Scaredycat
27 October 2005 @ 2pm

Doesnt the phrase “je ne sais quois” simply mean “something something”?

LIke, there’s a certain “vague something” to it.

I believe Johnny’s answer is more accurate. :)


Posted by
lostin
27 October 2005 @ 3pm

the comments here can hardly be read leh! is it my browser or my eye?


Posted by
tyra
27 October 2005 @ 3pm

c’est la vie?


Posted by
samuraibunny
27 October 2005 @ 4pm

le poo


Posted by
Johnny Malkavian
27 October 2005 @ 6pm

btw, props for the fightclub reference. one of my favourite shows of all time.


Posted by
Anonymous
27 October 2005 @ 7pm

thats good! fire still burning between the two of you ;)

oh ya….and if you watch Bleach…don’t miss out the ending song LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT….very nice :)


Posted by
bonsai
27 October 2005 @ 7pm

oops…first time commenting…forgot to key in name

no.13 is by me, bonsai :p


Posted by
Kenny
27 October 2005 @ 9pm

The french word you’re looking for is ka ni na chau chee bye.


Posted by
israphale
27 October 2005 @ 11pm

Ennui gets my vote. Unless it’s something something.


Posted by
israphale
27 October 2005 @ 11pm

Actually, I just realised that ‘ennui’ means ’sian’. Pretty handy when explaining the meaning of ’sian’ to non-SGeans.


Posted by
Anthony
28 October 2005 @ 6am

I’m wiff mb on the Warcraft thing.


Posted by
caleb
28 October 2005 @ 9am

And the word is…… (jeng jeng jeng)….. ….. …….. ……… ……..

Ennui


Posted by
JellyGirl
28 October 2005 @ 9am

Hope you feel better soon! But really, what I wanted to say is, squee you watch Bleach! I watch Bleach too!

PJ: You can get Bleach bittorrents from here. Prepare to be holed up at home for a long, long time!


Posted by
sieteocho
29 October 2005 @ 1pm

It feels like merde. What is this merde?