I Am Jack’s Total Lack of Motivation
Today my leave application got rejected. I had wanted to return home for the long holiday week but apparently if I wasn’t around, the office would be in peril. Yada-yada-ya. Of course it didn’t help that I applied last Monday because if the gods procrastinate making a decision until today, it still doesnt make a difference because I didn’t plan my time.
This latest crushing blow is a series of depressing events in my life the past week serves to remind me how much it sucks to be an adult. Why just last night, I spaced out on the sofa and watched 10 episodes of Bleach while not really watching it.
Did I tell you that my wife is now in the states? She won’t be back until late November. I miss her a lot. I miss the phone conversations we regularly have after work everyday. It feels like there’s a huge gaping void in my life.
That feeling, what is it called - the one you can only express in French?
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